I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky
in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give
light to the moon assuming
The moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do
Favors and then rapidly
You just
Turn around and start asking me
about
Things you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension
sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place
to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I'll be just like you
and
Step on people like you do and
Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm
used to be strong
Used to be generous
but you should've known
That you'd
Wear out your welcome
now you see
How quiet it is
all alone
I'm so
Sick of the tension
sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place
to feed your greed -
While
I find a place to rest
I'm so
Sick of the tension
sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place
to feed your greed -
While
I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
I love that song, and almost all other LP songs... except Breaking The Habit. That one's sort of creepy.. *shivers*
I woke up around like, 1 and then got mad at my mom. It's only like, 3 days til Christmas, and I'm sort of excited... although I don't want to go to maam's on Christmas Eve, cuz it's a night with the family, all in one house. Trust me, it's not gonna be pretty. It rarely is. It's like everyone secretly hates everyone. Like in those movies where all of the family is out to kill eachother for money. I'm sort of mad at my aunt, cuz i went over to her house to help out with Hannah's birthday party, and i was wearing eyeliner all around my eyes, and she called my mom later and asked "Does she know how to put make-up on?". THEN my uncle did the same thing, AND maam too!! Maam later said i looked like a hooker in eyeliner... well thanks for the encouragement.
One day i wanna go out looking like a hooker. I know, kinda weird, cuz i'm NOT a slut or anything. I just think it'd be fun. I have the eyeliner, the boots, and the skirt. *sigh* Maybe I could go as one for halloween... although i might scare people hehe.
"You're a teenager, you want to test your boundaries"
Lovely words, and completely true. Well, i don't want to TEST my boundaries, i want to BREAK them.
OMFG everyone is using this line lately:
"Oh, so young"
WTF!!!???
Okay, this person that i hate (we'll not name him) IM'd me and asks me a question. A totally obvious question, and he probably just asked me to make him look like a playa. WHICH HE ISN'T!! HE'S FAT AND UGLY AND HAS GREASY HAIR.
Anyways, once, he had overheard me and my mom talking about how i'm sort of leading two guys on, and he goes "girls can be players too. Take it from a fellow player"
WTF!!??
So yesterday he goes "if you kiss a girl on the cheek, is that considered cheating?"
Okay, two things wrong with this.
#1: if he was in fact just trying to rub his "player-ness" in my face, i woulda made up something better like, "if i sleep with another girl, is that cheating?"
#2: H'e SO OBVIOUS. He's always trying to brag about how smooth and cool he is. Load of bull my friend. It's not hot if you walk around bragging about it. That's a complete turn off.
So then there's this other guy (we'll call him SS).
So SS has started dating one of my friends (who we'll call SAD). He USED to like me... got over me, met my friend, THERE YA GO. SAD broke up with her bf, which i thought was the stupidest thing she could've ever done, including the fact that she doesn't have the sense God gave a box.
SS always tells me how i'm in a "phase" and how i'm hardheaded and that i always think i'm right, when i'm actually wrong. Well, i beg to differ. All i hear about from both of them is about eachother. *rolls eyes* people who like eachother are boring, and kind of nausiating.
i love trance/dance music.. which is what i'm listening to right now. i know alot of ppl who hate it, but i love it cuz it makes me wanna dance. me and brooke are great dancers together.
~*~Lap Dancer For Life~*~
random statement. hehe. i DO love to dance though, as long as i THINK nobody's watching. or if there's so many ppl that i can't tell who is and who isn't, in which case i think "what the heck" and just dance.
favorite song right now is Cute Without The E by Taking Back Sunday. I dunno why i like it so much, i just do. one of my friends suggested i listen to it. he was right, i DID like it.
(Note to self: i assume everyone will crack my naming codes, must find a better way to name them, since i dont have the balls to use their real names)
Posted by inxaxnutshell
at 5:21 PM EST
Updated: Monday, 22 December 2003 5:44 PM EST
